iwantmorethanapinkribbon
  • Blog
  • My story

Mommy's head feels like a peach!

5/18/2012

0 Comments

 
Picture
I have what's called "chemo fuzz."  My hair is growing in, although not as thick as before and not exactly the same color.  Last night, Rachel rubbed her hand over my head and said, "Michael, come quick!  Mommy's head feels like a peach!"

Yup, I have true peach fuzz.  It's soft to the touch.  It's black and white and reddish/blond!  My hair won't truly grow back until post-chemo, but this is a start.  We'll see then as to its true color and whether it will have the same texture or body as before.

Also, if you notice, my bald head is beginning to get a wee bit tanned!  It's no longer as stark a contrast with the color of my face.  I wear a hat whenever I go out here in northwest China as we live at a mile high altitude and the sun can be quite harsh.  However, in Hong Kong, it's just way too hot to wear a hat!  I put a bit of sunscreen on my head and go from there.

I'll post a better picture later.  I got new glasses yesterday and I want you to see them . . . but I just woke up and I'm vain enough to say that I don't look my best right now!  :)
0 Comments

And then there were none!

3/1/2012

4 Comments

 
Picture
Picture
It didn't take long!  My hair was falling out fast and furious . . . and bare patches of skin were beginning to make their appearance, making me look as if I had some weird scalp problem.  However, the worst part of the deal was the fact that hair was EVERYWHERE in the apartment!  I was afraid my family would choke on hairs in their food, so yesterday, I went to a nearby hair salon.

I whipped my "chemo-cap" (seen above) off my head and said, "I would like you to shave my head."

The lady stared at my head rather askance.  I'm sure I'm the first foreign woman she's ever had to make that request!  "I can see your hair looks bad, but why do you want me to shave your head?"

"See this?"  I reached up and pulled out a hunk of my hair . . . it didn't hurt to do so.  "I have breast cancer and I'm receiving chemotherapy.  The drugs are making my hair fall out and it's really a lot of trouble right now."

There were several other people in the shop, one of whom I knew by acquaintance.  I smiled at her and chatted a minute with her.  There was a bevy of activity and everyone left among cheery goodbyes.

I sat down in the chair and the lady placed a cape around my shoulders.  "So, your hair is falling out.  Why is that?"

I repeated what I said about chemotherapy and this time, in the absence of other people, she understood what I was saying.  She wished me well in my treatments and proceeded to shave my head.  She was quick and had a light touch.  It took her about five minutes or so and I happily paid her the eight yuan . . . about $1.25 US.

I went home and took a shower to get rid of all the loose hairs.  Rachel wanted to touch my head to see how it felt (like sandpaper), but Michael kept his distance from it.  It's going to take a bit of time for them to get used to it.  Believe it or not, I'll need to "de-fuzz" my head with duct tape in order to get rid of the stubble over the next week or so.  The next photo should see me with an absolute "Kojak" look!

In the meantime?  People say I look more Chinese than ever!  On top of that, I got a decent night's sleep since there were no more hairs to irritate my follicles.  No more headache!
4 Comments

A little less, a little more

2/28/2012

7 Comments

 
Picture
Picture
After losing so much hair in one day (not counting the mess that was in the shower drain as well), I decided to take a pair of scissors and just whack away at my hair.  Even though I had shortened it already, the weight of it was really hurting my scalp.  I had no thought to style . . . just to lightening the load.  Not bad, eh?  Tossed a wee bit of gel in it to remove the "pouf."  We'll see how long this remains in.

I also went back to the hospital today for another blood check.  I went mid-afternoon and there were very few people there.  I was able to speak with the senior technician and tell him a bit more about my situation.  He asked if I took any medicine to increase my numbers and I told him that I didn't (although, I guess the shot I took the day after chemo helps with that).  He did the test and gave me the results almost immediately (he had no one else in the queue).  The numbers were great!  Even better than my pre-chemo numbers!  Both he and I were relieved.

God is good . . . all the time!  I am so incredibly grateful.  This will keep my chemo cycle on schedule for next week.
7 Comments

    God's Story

    _I believe we all have a story. This blog records my story and how I've lived with breast cancer both as a primary disease and a terminal disease.  I believe this is all a part of God's story for my life. This blog unapologetically includes all areas of my life: my faith, my family and my advocacy for change in the metastatic breast cancer world.

      

    The Best Metastatic Breast Cancer Blogs of the Year
    Healthline

    Archives

    October 2016
    September 2016
    August 2016
    July 2016
    June 2016
    May 2016
    April 2016
    March 2016
    February 2016
    January 2016
    December 2015
    November 2015
    October 2015
    September 2015
    August 2015
    July 2015
    June 2015
    May 2015
    April 2015
    March 2015
    February 2015
    January 2015
    December 2014
    November 2014
    October 2014
    September 2014
    August 2014
    July 2014
    June 2014
    May 2014
    April 2014
    March 2014
    February 2014
    January 2014
    December 2013
    November 2013
    October 2013
    September 2013
    August 2013
    July 2013
    June 2013
    May 2013
    April 2013
    March 2013
    February 2013
    January 2013
    December 2012
    November 2012
    October 2012
    September 2012
    August 2012
    July 2012
    June 2012
    May 2012
    April 2012
    March 2012
    February 2012
    January 2012

    Categories

    All
    Blood Test
    Breast Cancer
    Chemo-cap
    Chemotherapy
    China
    China Post Office
    Construction
    Fish Testing
    Hair Cut
    Hair Loss
    Her2
    Hong Kong
    Humor
    Joy
    Losing Eyebrows
    Nadir
    Pink Ribbon
    Shengli
    Staging
    Starfish
    Symbolism
    Tnm Rating
    Tumor Shrinkage
    Victory
    White Cell Count
    Xile

    RSS Feed

Powered by Create your own unique website with customizable templates.